This is my humorous and straight forward take on life. Enjoy!




Sunday, May 9, 2010

Testing Yourself

Why are we all scared of things we cannot control? Fear is something that everyone feels at one point in there life. A lot of the time we are fearful of things that we can't change. I know this first hand figuring I have some of the most irrational fears out there. I dont think a giant epedermic needle is going to sneak attack me and stab me anytime soon. I am constantly worrying about things that are out of my hands. I worry that I will never fall in love or that I will never be able to have kids. Things that I ultimatley cannot control. Why waste time on the unknown? I am so frequently trying to dodge heartache and rejection like the freakin plague. Why am I wasting precious time worrying? I guess in order to find the things I desire, you have to test yourself. Without that, you will never truely discover who you are. I guess a little rejection never hurt anyone. There are chances that I am so scared to take, things that come so easily to others. In order to conquer the fear of what we do not know, you have to dive into your fear head first. Sometimes the water might be cold at first, but you'll get used to it. Tommorrow is a new day, a new day full of new surprises and opportunities. Tommorrow I will take a risk; I will test myself. Who knows, maybe we will all get what we want if we just let life take it's course, let fate step in. We will see wont we...

"because it's only when your tested that you discover who you are and its only when your tested that you discover who you can be, the person that you want to be does exist somewhere on the other side of hardwork and faith and belief that beyond the heartache and fear that life has"

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